In our sorrows, do we learn lessons on how to better understand and help our fellow man or do we just want people to know we’re such soldiers of war.

Sometimes I really don’t understand why people die because they 想不開.

Van van, I think I can only claim to understand a little of what you went through, but I know death is never the answer to anything.

People are dying, all around us.

Stop the self-pitying and stand up on those two feet if you have ‘em and relish every opportunity to love somebody, UNCONDITIONALLY.

I’m loved. So unconditionally by so many Everytime the Scrooge in me acts up I remind myself that I’ve got so much blessings and wealth that I won’t ever be able to give away enough to make me a pauper.

Man. Washing and folding and packing clothes for two really tires me out on days where there’s hardly any time for a break.

Faridah. I will be nicer to you from
Now on.

I’m so so so tired… But I’m afraid sleep will mean a waste of time.

Anger, annoyance…
All swallowed down in a moment.

Really no point. After digesting, gotta shit it out. Don’t keep it in. Really no point.

How do you live?

No expectation, is still expecting nothing. #oxymoronalert

You are my sunshine

The people here have a sort of warmth I’m a little worried I may get addicted to. 

I’m attracted to the faces,

not the prettiest or most handsome of features,

but they shine like the bright yellow sun. 

Their rays shining straight into my heart. 

I want to just melt in their presence and be vulnerable, 

but I stop myself. 

Because, I’ll only be here for two menstral cycles. 

Sunshines I can’t wait to see again. 

Today I realise,
Nothing will ever be enough.
voids will never be filled.
Or rather, I don’t have to power to fill anyone’s void.

But I guess it doesn’t mean I shouldn’t try to sit in the void and sing songs of hope and love.

Except right now, my heart’s feeling about as gloomy as the weather that lurks outside this window.

Makes me sad.
No wonder the world likes to stay detached. Because you’re afraid the unknown sadness will overwhelm and suffocate you till you die.

:(

That’s why God is love. Cliche but true.

Nomads of safe corners. Taking refuge one corner to another. Thank God for safe havens. Thank God for earthly Angels.

心情不好就說出來。
我一定和你分擔。
但不要把氣出在我身上，不要把煩惱挂在我頭上。
一個人睡不著，好過兩個人苦惱。

只能從遠處默默祈禱，但被你當成微不足道。

你好，就好。
但你不好的時候我不能永遠在那裡守護著。沒有永遠，但至少有活著的現在。

我能夠承受的，是因為神給我的愛如此的深，而我也不是甚麼好人。我需要大家的幫助，更需要你們的愛和認同。

Sigh. Push on with a cheerful heart. There’s no point fighting daily battles that get you no where nearer to 香格里拉 with a heavy heart or a burdened one.

In every area of influence, we can make a difference, we can impact someone even when we think we are at the bottom of the food chain, or even when no one comes for the performance, the show must go on, you never know who might be peeking from behind the curtain.

Don’t ever doubt the amazing things you’re small actions can do for someone today.

Every dream counts. Everyone counts. God counts even the hair on your head, what more you?

He works for the good of those who love him. Even when you think nothing is going the way you want it to, he is working and carving a path. You’ll just have to connect the dots when you get there.

Goodnight then. Sweet dreams.

I’m so tired but there’s a never ending list of things to organise and make happen.

Oh well. Even superheroes need sleep.

Nap time.